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Family separated1/2 in mountains1/2 on LI!Saw brother now am sad |
My dad & I r very close.4 yrs ago he had stroke & heart attack!He moved in w/ brothers. Used 2 c him EVERY SUNDAY now few times a yr.My brother came down 4 a wedding & we met by chance. I saw him 3 days in a row.This morning he called needed ride 2 aunt house 2 get stuff & go back home & I felt so good bcause I got 2 c him again but when I c him I am so happy but when I left him last 2 days felt wierd like I was not complete.Same thing 2day!When I left him @ aunts house I felt like I do when I leave from visiting my dad almost empty!When dad got sick promised 2 c him 4x yr but only able 2x yr.Last yr only once! I have seen brothers in a yr, just saw dad x-mas!Y when I c brothers &dad I am so happy I could fly but when leaving feel so sad, alone, empty!Hubby asked y the attitute said missed my family asked if could go visit said no.Now feel even worse!Have step-son, mom, sister&family, in laws here everyelse upstate!What 2 do something but don't know what (his bottle zanax look good.) >
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2 months ago
(His bottle Zanax looking good but what would that solve? His oxycodone, my drovcet?) Don't know what 2 do? Feel empty lonely, miss dad & bothers so much!I don't like this feeling!Like I'm 1/2 here & 1/2 w/ my brother!Like my heart is in 2 places @ once!U know the song I left my heart in san franscio instead of san franscio it's upstate!! What do I do? My hubby says get over it but I can't! I think this is y my hubby doesn't allow me 2 visit casue 4 about a mo after we get back I feel so homesick 4 my dad & brothers! I feel like this then! But then I get happy again! This time it feels worse stronger 4 some reason! I don't know what 2 do!! Anyone have ideas? Suggestions!! Everyone wants 2 know y I'm so quiet & unhappy & I say miss brothers & dad! Mom & Hubby say ok but that's it! I'm unhappy but can't really explain the feeling of being --empty, alone, heartbroken? I'm not sure mayb all the above & then some!! Any ideas!!
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2 months ago
My parents have been divorced since I was 9 months so I never knew them together! My step-mom & dad got married 4 yrs ago! I think these feelings started when my dad left come 2 think abt it! I understand that my dad needed help & HAD TO MOVE he didn't have a choice! But y do I feel like this? I hate this feeling I have! My step-dad would call it my gut instinst but 4 WHAT? I hate feeling like this. I wish I was able 2 talk my brother in to bying me some stuff but he wouldn't!! Mayb ZANAX will help I'm getting desprite!! I have the exact oppisite feeling then when I tried meth/ice & my brothers whated 2 ring my neck as well as my hubby!!
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I sure hope you make the necessary arrangements to see your Dad and brother. They are your family and can never be replaced when they are gone. With all due respect, I think you need to assess the relationship you are in. I can't imagine a husband telling his wife that she can't visit her family, especially when he sees how unhappy she is. Forget the Xanax, there is nothing wrong with you. Your husband sounds like a piece of work. Go, and be happy. I think you know exactly what to do. I wish you well, but only you can make that wish come true. |
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